Day 17 of my 30 day challenge is to write about what I’m afraid of. So I guess that would mean my biggest fear. I don’t really know, I have many fears. I’m afraid of snakes and I hate mice. I fear not being able to keep up with the lifestyle I’ve been provided. I have a fear that I’ll end up alone due to my issues of never really ever committing to anyone. I think about never having children which freaks me out. I have a fear that I’ll never walk into a room and feel completely “beautiful” or secure no matter how many times someone reassures me.
Those are all legitimate fears of mine, being inside of my own head. However, I guess it really is mind over matter. My biggest fear of all though is waking up one day and not caring. I know for most people a “care free attitude” is a way of life but I am not one of those people. I have always been someone who over thought or analyzed situations and believe me when I say I know that is no way to live. However, I have stated before that I am an extremist. I am black or I am white, I do not understand grey… I know no middle. So, my biggest fear is being the exact opposite of what I am now which is to not care at all. I may be my own worst enemy and it’s rare that I pat myself on the back for little accomplishments because I always want to reach the end result. With the way that I am built, I’d rather have that as motivation than no motivation at all.
I got a little too into my emotions and thoughts there hahaha but it is my fear. So to conclude, my biggest weakness is caring too much but my truest fear is not caring all together. xx
Wonder Of My Worlds 
Your willingness to be transparent is refreshing, S. You’ve given me a lot to think about here… and you ARE beautiful. What a soul you have, girly girl.
Thank you 💛💛💛💛💛
Fear is only a manifestation of the unknown that is created in the mind. But well written!
My biggest fear is waking up to realise Seb’s blog is deleted for real this time*
Hahaha well your account doesn’t exist to me!!!
Still!? I corrected it! Oh my woooooooooord. Man, you’re missing out on some stellar (see what I did there?) posts. I saved a cat.
I have no clue how this has happened. Maybe blocked me from seeing your posts ??? Ugh. How rude
Well I have declared my love and how we should be married and stuff. So. Ya know. (I’m kidding…..OR AM I? No, no I am…..OR AM I??)
P.S You’re purty. You should know by now I’m blunt and say stuff how it is, so hopefully you can accept some iotas of my statement!
Haha thank you. I don’t think im ugly but im always working on bettering myself. Instagram makes all females feel a little insecure !!!!
Have a like from me. For all of time. I clicked on your forehead. It’s permanent.
Hahahaha thank you I appreciate it
OHHHH AND HE’S GIVEN ANOTHER LIKE. THIS GUY IS FULL OF SURPRISES.
I like the acronym that defines fear as:
False
Evidence
Appearing
Real
From what I’ve read about you, you have nothing to fear from your worst fear!
🙂
Stargazer
🙂 thank you!!
Just read SEB’s blog… OMG… the poor cat. And the chopping block. Not what I expected at all. LOL LOL LOL…
You have a big heart and I can tell you care! About so many things! I pray that caring, tender heart never changes! 😊
Thank you so much for the kind words :)! I hope the same for you
Vulnerability at its best!!!😃