Day 27 of my 30 day challenge is to write about the last time that I cried. Hmmmm it depends what kind of cry we are talking. I’m not much of a crier and if I do it’s usually out of frustration. I have more of an angry cry and then I get angrier because I allowed myself to let someone or a situation get the best of me hahaha it’s a viscous cycle. Anyway, I had tears today because my sister sent me a video of my niece and I miss her so much (even though it’s only been 5 days since I’ve seen her last hahaha). So, it made me kind of cry because she’s getting so big and because I truly miss her! I truthfully haven’t had a good cry in a while (unless you want to count me crying over not being able to have carbs because of lent hahaha) and I’m actually kind of glad for that. 2015 has been really good to me so far and I don’t really have much to complain about. I did however watch a movie called United 93 a little over a week ago and it made me cry. It was so sad and awful what those terrorists did to those innocent souls on that airplane. It’s a movie about the fourth flight that got hijacked on 9/11 but didn’t quite make it to its target destination. I think it was meant to fly into the White House. The movie made me cry for several reasons. The way those sick men spoke gave me the creeps and the sadness in the eyes of the innocent people who weren’t ready to leave this earth made my heart feel a lot of pain. The way they took control of the airplane so that the terrorists didn’t “succeed” in the attack made them die heroes which was a happy cry (bitter sweet) because they saved a lot of lives that day while losing their own. I apologize if I just ruined the movie for you but I did you a favour, it definitely isn’t a movie you want to see. It just highlighted the sadness that this world comes with and it made me sick to my stomach. It was definitely one of those cries that really puts life into perspective and I’m fortunate to have never experienced such a personal tragedy.
So, as you can see I guess I’ve had a couple cries in the last little bit- sometimes we all just need to get it out, don’t we?
I’m the type of person who gets uncomfortable when people cry. I never know if I should hug them or leave them alone because my personal preference is to be left alone than to be asked what’s wrong. I feel like everytime someone asks me if I’m okay… I’m instantly not and even if I am it doesn’t show because I just burst into dramatic tears lol. What was the last thing that made you cry? I hope it wasn’t too heavy.